W has brought down the walls. Barely talking all of a sudden. Went from pulling back the sheets for me on Monday morning to completely businesslike now.
I didn't realize how much I was depedent on seeing through her cracks. Feeling a lot of anxiety now.
Well, I've got to deal with it. Just feeling more and more alone. On the other hand, I guess she was enabling me to cling on.
It was really cold this morning, she was bundled up on the couch. Yeah, I sat down close by and said, man it's cold... are you warm?
She just said, I guess. Up until recently we would have still gotten close.
Gaaaaaaaa...
But, this is a good lesson for me to detach more. Still not sleeping. Ok gotta go.
