ST! You just have to check out Dia's thread. She's gone so far beyond what we were discussing here!
OK, here's the report! I have found some words...
We had a really nice night, last Wednesday... Then a sh*tty Saturday (I DB'd my arse off, though! Didn't fall into his bratty traps! He was exhausted, lost on the way to a soccer game, and starving w/no where to have dinner... I didn't engage him, try to save him, like I normally would have. I told him to call the coach if he couldn't find the game, not me... told him where "we" were having dinner, and he was free to join us, but if not, we're going to eat anyhow...) He was much better on Sunday and Monday... but I was sick. Ugh!
So, the past few days I've only talked to him about once/day (he travels for work), and only about logistics for kids. He'll be home tonight, and I've made a recipe I wanted to try. H loves comfort food when he's home from traveling, since he eats out so much. So, I made a homemade chicken pot pie, with fresh chicken, alfredo sauce as the base, lots of veggies, and a buttery, cheesy, yummy crust topping. Smells delicious! And, I don't even like pot pie!
Bought some new lingerie, as well. Pretty. Black w/a white bow.
I have been still walking and doing the exercise classes, and keeping the eating down. I feel better. I look a bit better, etc...
I leave for LA, CA on Sunday night, and H will be in charge of the kids while I'm gone. My mom and D18 will pitch in, but, for the most part, H will have to stay home and handle it.
I'll be back Friday night, around midnight, and we have a soccer tournament out of town that weekend. Joy!
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
