My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations)

[hoosiermama]

No, I wouldn't be doing it for any result except perhaps my own closure.

This is one of those days, increasingly occurring, that the loneliness is excruciating. It is so difficult to go for days without any real conversation with anyone except that related to work. Phone calls and emails that I send out go unreplied--I reach out but I don't get any response. I look into the future and I don't see anything getting any better socially or financially and life is just a treadmill. I just don't think I can keep at it. I'm just too tired.