Thanks Sandi2, I did sleep well. I did pray for sleep, and I think that God doesn't always work in mysterious ways because I did take a Tylenol PM too ;-)
I feel okay today. Sad, very sad, but okay. I get to go home to see the kids today and my wife will leave. She was very angry yesterday and I think she realizes that this is how it is going to be. I feel badly that she feels that way, I know how much it stinks to leave the kids. I also know how exhausting it can be to be with them for 7 straight days too.
I talked with my grandmother last night and talking is helping a lot. I just want to have that last chance...which I already did...but this time I am doing something and wll continue
