WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

I never meant to make mom cry. Sorry :-( I am concerned about Stuck too. He is like a brother to me as he has been there almost since day one as well for me. Thanks for all your best wishes. I know, like every good mom, you want nothing more than your sons to be happy. We will be. You can believe that.

Not much to report on the relationship front. We never talked more beyond Sun nite when she was chit chatting but I didn't have the time. I'm sure she's expecting for me to call, but that's the story of our marriage. I'm always guessing at what she wants - often guessing wrong.

I did make it a point to have skype ready (I skipped dinner to make sure I would be at a wireless point). I was annoyed as I text her at 7 to ask what time and she didn't reply. Then at 7:45 I text her asking if it would be soon as I didn't eat dinner. Just when I was going to call them at 8 I got a text saying they were starting up the computer. Supposedly they had problems as they didn't log on till 8:15 and the connection was really bad. I did talk with the boys on the phone while I was waiting for skype. I could hear her getting really frustrated saying about deleting a wireless connection or something. I tried to help, but she just snapped at me saying she's working on it.

I shrugged it off and just focused on talking with my boys. When skype did start working, the connection was really slow and kept dropping off. It was frustrating me as well as the boys. We talked for about 15 minutes or so on skype. It was really good to see them. Even if it was blurry and choppy video feed.

I spent the rest of the nite talking and texting with other friends.

My appologies to Tomato as I missed calling him last nite.

It is hump day and I'm one day closer to seeing my boys! Yeah!