Couldnt sleep . Been listening to music and goofing off online. I logged into my game for about an hour or so last night. I was on about 5 min before i was told my H had logged in too. I told them ok and went on. We havent been playing the same hours so I have to admit I was surprised to hear that.
Went to my music profile to see if any critiques had posted yet. A couple had, so i will work on that tomorrow. I noticed my H had been there again. For some reason, it made me laugh. I think I must be losing it. I thought it was so dam funny he had checked it again. I havent seen his in a few days. Not like I can change his profile and make him not see her anymore. I did find out that the song was in fact intended for me. Im not going to respond or even mention that I heard it. Interpretation is so personal, what I hear and feel may not be what he hears and feels. So im leaving it alone. Was an interesting choice tho. Any of you ever just wanna take a 2X4 and whack them upside the head and go...LOOK! lol
I had a heart to heart with a friend of mine. She is going to go in with me when I have the test done. I felt like such a whiner , but she was understanding and said there was no way she would let me go thru it alone. Im relieved. I have a therapy session this morning, hopefully it will go well.
