UPSIDE DOWN - still struggling, trying to detach

[Eskimo Nell]

Thank you Mark - I hear the message, as well as your pain.

I want to be strong and stick this out in the hope that H will come to his senses. At this time, I don't see that I have much option as my isolation dictates. However, given time - and if H does what he is threatening, to move away - I won't see the point of hanging around here and will look to find a new life for myself elsewhere - though where is the big question.

I am so fearful of my future if it is to be alone.