It's too hard sometimes

[TooLateForMe]

Do the 180s (and all the changes) for you. You create change through your actions. It will show. The hardest part of all this for me to personally accept is that this is about MY changes. Hopefully, they will have an impact on my W. And they may not, at least not the one that I want.

I have to keep reminding myself that I want to change to be a better me, the best me I can be. And if my W doesn't want that, then someone will. But it's hard to remember that all the time when fighting against the new, fresh pain of the day-to-day.