because your a wonderful caring person. It's okay to feel that way, you wanted to save your M, your family, and I'm sure deep down you still wish it could be saved. I'm sure I would feel the same.

But your D is final now right? forgive me, I can't remember. So, IMHO, if a D is final, you shouldn't need to feel guilty for flirting.

Just get back to what you were doing and give yourself a break from him if you need to regain your composure again.

It is funny though how exh's is becoming more jealous.

oh, and about the swim lessons. perhaps he was mad at OW about not getting to go and that's why he was acting yucky... who knows. But it's nice to see him asking...it's still a step in a positive direction, even if he didn't show.

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."