I guess I'm feeling sorry for myself, because the only one that's really bothered by me not being home is me.The kids are adjusting they've taken a 180 so I just don't get it.
It is a lot easier not thinking of wife, but is wrong to try to protect her,I mean there's something wrong...
I don't love my family because I need them, I love them because I need to love them and when I think like that is when I lose my edge and feel bad.
