It has been interesting these past few days she has been nice, cordial and actually gave me a compliment today about my cooking something she has not done in a very long time. She does not seem as uncomfortable with changing in front of me in the last few days too. I am trying so hard to remain detached and follow the info in the love must be tough book it seems to be so relevant to my sit. I can only hope that it is never to late no matter how far u have messed up or come along on this journey. I am taking it just one day at a time and remaining focused on me and the kiddos. Deep down I want to still love on my wife and make Love to her but I am very hurt that idk if that happened what would happen to me if I would cave or not. It is confusing to me now too I think bc of the hurt. An interesting thing is the kids are so clingy on me when she is around it is a great feeling not bc of being mean to her but the love I get from them it is unconditional and it is showing in front of her, so idk if that has an impact or not in her current state of mind. Well we are in the same room at the moment watching tv and that is an improvement to our sit also.
M:35 W:36 M:10 yrs T:11.5 yrs C: B7, G3 ED: 3/09 DB: 3/20/09 Served 12-8-09 Still going through the process
