I am very much at peace today. I really feel like I am doing the right thing for me. I haven't felt this much at peace in months. Saw H for about 2 minutes when he got his mail and it didn't bother me or S at all. We just went on our way like nothing happened.

H has made his choice. He is now trying to break up the marriage of the OW by telling her she deserves better and to move out and in with him (found out through FB). H has been in control and manipulating me for too long. Even now he acts like he is so upset about this whole thing, but I know deep down it is just an act.

I feel so much better! I am standing up for me and S. I am doing what is best for us because no one else is going to look out for us but me. L on Monday. I still don't know if I will file anything officially (money is a huge issue), but it is definitely a possibility.

I just have to make sure I stop taking H's calls and texts. I just need to move on. I have no reason not to now.


Me29 S3
H left 4/1/09
I file 8/2/10
Divorce final 5/17/11
1st http://www.tinyurl.com/25lhu52
2nd http://www.tinyurl.com/2c35ueg
3rd http://www.tinyurl.com/322yk89