if the doctor said you had to take some meds to keep your liver and kidneys functioning at top performance, would you question taking them? Even if it did mean for the rest of your life? Not only do your kids deserve the best wii, but so do YOU.
I'm really not worried about going off of the meds after the holidays - I am pretty sure I'll be fine. I would probably be fine now, but don't want to be blind-sided by something that may come up with holiday stress. And my grandfather was bi-polar, at least 3 of 5 of his kids were depressed / bi-polar (including mom), and my sister is bi-polar.
Talk to the doc about ALL of your concerns...
Your poem reminded me of a John Mayer song:
When you're dreaming with a broken heart The waking up is the hardest part You roll outta bed and down on your knees And for the moment you can hardly breathe Wondering was she really here? Is she standing in my room? No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
When you're dreaming with a broken heart The giving up is the hardest part She takes you in with your crying eyes Then all at once you have to say goodbye Wondering could you stay my love? Will you wake up by my side? No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
Oooooooooohhhhhhhhh
Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand? Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand? Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand? Would you get them if i did? No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
When you're dreaming with a broken heart The waking up is the hardest part.