It's too hard sometimes

[ClingingToHope]

Yesterday was the hardest part because it was the most I missed her since I moved on Sept. 5th. Day by Day is hard and for the most part I am usually cool until night time, then it hits and hits hard.

For me, it's the weekends. During the week I'm pretty good. I go into work if I'm bored. I'm playing more basketball. I'm doing more church functions.

It's the weekends where I really struggle. The ones I don't have the girls, I spend all my time trying to fill out the day. The ones I do have my girls, I spend too much time wondering what the W is doing instead of focusing on my kids.

If you just moved on Sept. 5, you have a long way to go. I'm nearly five months into it and the last two weeks have been better because each time I have a shot of emotional pain I try to focus on how far I've already come.