It has been almost 3 months since you walked out the door and din't look back... 3 months since you have seen our youngest son... You haven't even asked to spend anytime with him and your last phone call to him lasted all of 1 minute and 28 seconds... I sure hope you and the fat troll are happy... Thank you for leaving us homeless as well as carless... Thank you for showing our sons what a wonderful man you are and how to really treat your spouse and children - I am sure the school psychologist will appreciate all of this tomorrow when I have to take YOUR son in there and explain why he is acting out the way he is... Thank you for giving me the minimum amount of money a month to support your children - That 200 bucks sure goes a long way - I am sure you will remember that when the child support papers get done and you have to send in back pay... For 10 weeks I sat here like a fool thinking you would pull your head out of your ass and wake up... For the past 2 weeks, I have started living again.. There is so much more out in the world then what I have been seeing... I can finally, honestly say, I don't need you... I don't think I could ever trust you again... For 20 years you have always run to the past whenever things don't go the way you want - 20 years of your high school ex coming back into our lives every few years (you say she contacts you - guess what I don't believe you anymore)... You giving her your emotional support and pushing me to the side time and time again... Now you have the fat troll to keep you warm at night and I am done with the whole mess - I thank you for my boys and I thank you for showing me what a fighter I can be... I feel nothing but pity for you... The time you spend on FB searching for your old "friends" is pathetic... Maybe someday you will realize what you were searching for was already in front of your face... Maybe someday you will wake up and realize what a mess you have made and maybe you can salvage some type of relationship with your boys... As for me - I will be just fine without you..
Now - Tell me why I can't bring myself to send this?
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
