Are you saying I should file for divorce? That he is in love with someone else and that I am holding him back from his true love? Does he want me to file? Is that what he is pushing for? I just feel like I am holding him back from his true love and that I am keeping him here..Not sure with what is with all the ML, sleeping with me and holding me if he is in love with me...he came to me..it is because he cant have OW and so he is settling for me? That is where my guilt is coming from. I always thought we were soul mates over the past 18 years we have always come back to each other...but I guess I am not the one..so i should just tell him to leave.
