Missing my D and missing the X. Wish it was as easy as picking up the phone and trying to make amends. It is definately not that easy. Trying to hold off on contacting and see if she contacts me. I keep seeing that on here, but but have small faith that she is even remotely interested in getting along or compromising in any way. I keep crossing my fingers.
Until then I am consumed with plenty to do. I have no problems with GAL. That is probably part of our problems in our R.
Kind of sad...
2B,
Your life is what you make it. Get busy. What do you need to do to feel better about yourself?
You have to take the focus off of her, b/c you have no control over that. None. And the more you worry. hand wring, and concern yourself with the "what if's", the more desperate you will seem to her. It's the "stink of desperation." And she WILL smell it.
