certainly don't want to scare the poor devil that decides to date me with coming on full force
Think that might have been part of the problem. The guy I saw came on strong, very fast. I'm ashamed to say I liked the attention and reciprocated. That's when he started to back off For whatever reason I can't let it go now. I wish I could cos having him in my head all the time is driving me crazy and even more so since I found out he is now seeing someone on a regular basis.
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15