(((((Mish))))). Ok, I won't try to throw a lot of joy out there. Yes, there are deamons to purge and maybe that has to be done before you can start to feel good again. But I will tell you that YOU are worth it. You will see this someday soon I promise. In the meantime, maybe you should put it on various places throughout your house to remind yourself.
I know there are several people here to support you. I know we all believe you are pretty special and an amazing person. However that doesn't add up to a hill of beans if you don't believe it yourself. Tell us/me how to help you.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory