Thanks for the link LFA and the support. Got yet another email from another acct with pics of my H and his new gf. Im still not sure who is sending the emails. Ive tried tracing the IP but they seem to be sending them from a cell phone. Have to admit it made me cringe inside, I deleted the email and made some tea. Nothing I can do about it, I am in the process of changing over to a temp email for now until this stops. \
No contact from him, but he checked my music profile again. I noted it and uploaded my song. Didn't seem to bother as quite as much.
Now for the biggie...Im going in for a spinal tap next week. I barely managed the last one, it hurt so bad and triggered a migraine that i thought would kill me before anything else did. I havent told my friends here about it yet. I dont want to go in alone, but feel like a baby asking anyone. My H "stayed" with me thru the last one. By txts and cell but it was a huge help emotionally. I still had a hard time with it. Now I have to do it again and ...Im scared. I have a therapy session tomorrow , so I will prob talk about that more than anything. Too much to put into words for some reason....Im going to work on some music right now. That helps me more than anything sometimes.
