I personally think that you should ask the IC what she thinks about you signinghte lease. She may not give you a direct answer but maybe she can help steer you in a much more clearer path.
I am sitting here with the same problem on deciding what to do. Things get bad, things get worse, I want out, I voice this to H, and then things get better and it makes me wonder if I am over reacting. Then the cycle starts over again.
I know that my problem is in my own head as to whether or not I can make it on my own without the H. And if I will be able to provide for my girls like I should. I am having trouble making a leap of faith when I have no control over the outcome. That is truely scary to me. So seriously do some soul searching and ask yourself why you are staying with him. I noticed that I have the above problem and that I still love him and still have high hopes for this M. IT may be a that I am living in fantasy land right now but at least I identified what holds me. Now I have to see if it is enough.
Me-31 Him-28 D1-9 D2-6 Married 5-06 Seperated 12-07 He filed 1-08 Reconciled 4-08 D dropped 7-08 Bomb dropped about H's activities outside the marriage 4-21-09 Filed for D 4-28-09 Trying to make a go of it 6-09
