Great I keep going down cheeseless tunnels. Last night I was on Myspace and I saw she was on. So I IM her to check on my lilo girl. Then being stupid I asked her if she would like to go to the Firehouse concert. Obviously it was a "no thanks". Then she pushed my buttons with R talk. I got to stop myself from talking with her about the R. It was so easy to give in. It just came down to her telling me to move on and I just kept telling her that I'm sorry you feel that way. Then she tells me that I need to just send her back to her clan. I told her that I'm not going to do any of that. If you want to do the work of making it offical then you do the work. She asked me "then how?" WTF? Like I'm going to guide you in really splitting us up. I just need to stay away from her and any kind of contact with her. GRRR! So mad at myself its always like this in the begining of the week for me.


Me:27
W:24
S:2
D:9 months
M:3 years
Together for 8 years
Bombed : 6/11/09
Moved out: 6/27/09
Found out about her affair 9/7/09
(she started her's at 6/25/09)
Begged n plead 7/25/09
started DB 8/17/09