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[awest1217]

so completely messed up. Put on my fb something about wondering where I went wrong. H saw it and text about it. So started talking about how he has ignored me and not talked to me in a week in a half after I asked to see a change. Very straight forward and not too emotional. H calls and is upset because does not want to fight, although I was not mad or even emotional, just factual, then I told him that I was talking to the L next week. This really upset him and he hung up. Called and left a message saying there is still hope and I was just going to see my options, but like I said before I needed to see a change and there hasn't been one. Also I was upset because he spent the passed two weekends with OW and his parents. Said there was still hope, but the ball was now in his court because I want us to work, but I am done trying to make it work.

I know I should not have said any of it. I probably should not have put anything on FB. I am definitely going to the L next week, but probably not a good time to say it. I am really sad right now, and I just know H is talking to OW and saying how horrible I am.

DId I completely mess up? I know a 180 does not seem right, but it is, but right now it feels so wrong.