Oh no. It is goooood. Trust me. It is coming out now for a reason. I have very little hope for this M. But, if there is hope, this is the narrow path that may lead to it.
If not, seriously, I am ready to move one. I'm not saying there will never be tears, but I would way rather be me than him right now. I'm clean, I'm lucid, I've hit the wall and bounced back...he doesn't know which way is up and he has some other chick in the middle of it now.