Oh and has anyone ever felt guilty for being with their spouse..I feel this sense of guilt because I know how he feels about me yet we are having fun talking about random stuff, going places with our kids, and ML even though he says we barely speak..again, he was drunk when he said that...not once did he bring up divorce and all that crap. I just feel guilty because I feel like I am making him stay or trapping him or something..I dont know how to explain it.
