Hi Dusk, I have been reading your thread & just want to offer my support. You have been through so much. It's good you came here to help get your anger out. Brownie gave you good advice though, I hope you work past the anger. Good advice I got was, stop looking for logic & reason with the WAS. It is really hard to detach, & I am not there yet either, but wanted to give you this link I saw somewhere on this board a while ago - can't remember who posted it but thank you whoever it was! http://www.livestrong.com/article/14712-developing-detachment/
I read it over & over, it really helps. Please try to stay healthy & take care of yourself, & focus as much as you can on you & not on your H, easier said than done I know! Wishing you peace & health, LFA
