x and i went out in the hall to come up with an agreement and everything was fine and we got along.. as always. AS ALWAYS!
i have already spoken to c today... the only reason we aren't together is because he wont get counseling and he won't go to Christ.. seems so small --- but I know how huge BOTH are.
he left to find happiness... he didn't find it...
he stays away...
yes i am going forward but my heart is still knit to his. i dont know how to let the last piece go. i really dont.
how could i love someone still who hurt me so deeply? i dont get it...
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
