Leaving the Land of Insanity...

[ClingingToHope]

But I am not going to stay in limbo any more, I made that choice for myself. I couldn't have made it before, we are only ready when we are ready. And after so many false starts it hurt my heart too much to stay where we were.

I wish my W was showing ANY indecision. She seems so set on the path we are on -- although there's been no discussion of furthering anything along.

I'm in limbo at least until January. That's when she can go on her pre-paid legal plan offered through her work. So all the DBing I'm doing right now may be in vain. She may just be marking time.

That will hurt.