I had a very quiet peaceful day yesterday. Nice change huh?
I have testing today, not looking forward to any of that. I get so tired of them. Hopefully they will have SOME kind of news for me. At this point not knowing is more stressful than knowing something is bad wrong.
Update on h....no contact, didnt expect it and Im not too bothered by it. A mutual friend of ours sent me a link where my h had dedicated a song to ...someone...our friend thinks its me...who knows. I listened to it....figured well, no sense getting worked up over it right? Im doing ok today. kinda......calm actually. lol other than being nervous about the blood tests today.
