Wow, I sure had a bad last few days personally. Nothing has changed or is different in my situation, I guess just the loneliness of living with someone in MLC had just taken its toll and I am just tired. I really just miss my H. And the uncertainty of if he will ever come out of it/if he will be "back" has gotten to me. I have spent the weekend trying to shake it off.
YET, when my H has been home (he had a lot of work related stuff this weekend so not home too much) I am seeing more glimpses of my "old" H and what could be considered baby steps. So why doesn't that make me feel better?
Okay, gotta go figure out how to get myself out of the dumps. I miss the happier/calmer/more positive "new" me!
