I know, I know. Karen, GIMA, and others have told me the same thing.
I know I've taken what C has said as license. Stepped over the line to pursuit. Still, if the main point for W is intimacay, I'm trying to figure out how to address this in her mind.
On Thursday, when she was seeking out hugs, saying how she missed attention, I thought I could reel her in. Her will was weak.
Now it just hurts so much more. I didn't spent the weekend doing much except thinking about all this. I'm still waking up every day and feeling devistated and heartbroken. I feel a great deal of pressure on myself to take responsiblity of my emotional life and get to feeling better.
Yeah, I know, I need to pull back.
I'm stuck. I mean I've got to admit, I still feel like I crave her. I've got to change my focus.
