Newbie (again)

[dday101798]

Thanks Karen.

So, all in all a nice quiet weekend with the boys. Friday kicked off without a hiccup. When I picked up S11 for dinner I 'served' XW with my complaint(s). Immediately upon handing her the envelope she asks, "what's this?", I said unfortunately it appears the way things must be. Without even opening it she knew it was about her lack of communication regrading the boys, she emotionally steered it into a personal light proclaiming how much she "needs to" and "would love more than anything to get along".

I merely said, that I could not handle it at that very time, plus, not in front of the kids. She opened the envelope, glanced it over, started to tear up a bit, then went to 'her' porch and read over the entire letter. Of course, OM had to stick his slimey nose in it, but she must of said something because he dissapeared rather quickly.

She did hoever much to my surprise agree to let me take them to the Cubs game on Thursday. I promissed I would take them to baseball game this sumer, so why not the last night game of the year at Wrigley?

That said, we pretty much just vegitated the weekend away. Played some games, went to a movie, cut S12's har. S11 helped me make a tray of baked mosticolli yesterday and made XW a tray of brownies belated for her b-day.

Much to my surprise, XW was sweet as apple pie last night when I brought them back. So that was a felief. Although she is up to something. The cars she had stashed away at her uncle's are now downstate as of yesterday. Speaking of her darling drunk uncle, he's apparently back to his old ways of sleeping off his buzz in the front lawn, and taking midnight strolls in the buff. Real cute, nice home inviornment X!

When I got back home, had a message from X's number S11 lost his school ID, foudn it in a couch and called back, much to my dismay agreed to put it through 'her' mail slot this morning. That was ackward. No one appeared to be up, or even home? Must be nice to sleep in so late. That, or they took the cars last night, as I could of swore I saw them on the way to drop the boys off.

Did faulter a bit for moment last night. I didn't hear my cell phone ring on the way home because a station premiered this neew Kelly Clarkson song that was pretty deep and to my shock very good. So that had me going, X's pleasent demeaner (and the mini skirt she had on, she's taken a few pounds back off and got her legs back ), then a storm was rolling in. We would always sit on the porch together and watch storms roll in all the time, sometimes 'play' on them too.

Anyway, had a few margaritas prior to bed. Then decided to go in the crawl space and shut the vent fan down as the temp was dropping and it was no longer necessary. While I was in the crawl and on my way out, I screwed up. There sat my copy of DB, our wedding photo and rings. Suffice it to say, I cried myself to sleep. :crying:

Yeah, the shrink is going to have FUN with me.