I really hate that I can be moving along, feeling pretty good and like I can finally see a light at the end of this tunnel I have been in for the past couple years, and then I wake up one morning and all I can think about is how much I miss my STBXH and why did he have to just drop me and our whole life together without even an explanation or trying to work on it!!
I will never, ever, understand it...... and I am so sick of feeling this way!!
SC, I can SO relate! The exact same thing happens to me, and I know it is keeping me down and holding me back. The lack of an explanation is the biggest problem for me. I wish I knew how to stop this thinking, or even how to move through it.
I hate this, too. I wish I had some help for you. Just know that you are not alone.
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Do you know that the harder thing to do and the right thing to do are usually the same thing? Nothing that has meaning is easy. ~ The Weather Man
