I have been just stupidly tired. I'm not sure if it is my life catching up with me, depression, the flu or what, but man it is wiping me out. I can fall asleep, I just get up every hour so it doesn't feel like I get any rest. Ah, rest. Oh how I miss you.
I have this feeling ... like I want to relax, but am afraid to for some reason. Afraid isn't a good word for it. I don't know what it would take to get me to that point where I feel like I can let go. Exercise doesn't really help either. I'm not sure if it is tied to the whole D ordeal. Maybe my body is just telling me it is time to not be so wound up all the time. Ha ha. It is still morning and I'm already dreaming of sleep.
