Just got an email from a friend, asking me how I feel today - how I feel today is like a widow. That sums it up really well - though contact from the dead is probably more usual than contact from my WAH.
On the flip side of that, I tell myself that H is coming home. Watching romantic movies exacerbates the thoughts and I can't see why he doesn't see what the rest of the world sees - it's just a few words, get in the car and drive back ...... voila! H is home - and then I wake up.
It feels like an eternity since our heated exchange on Saturday. I am determined to see the nc thing through again although I know that he will email in the next day or two, as my earlier thread. I am just wondering at my response - or do I even bother to respond? Thing is, our tribunal has a lot riding on it, so you will see that this is not just caving in for contact with H - this is serious stuff.
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
