It's MY life now!!!........

[Silent Chrleader]

I really hate that I can be moving along, feeling pretty good and like I can finally see a light at the end of this tunnel I have been in for the past couple years, and then I wake up one morning and all I can think about is how much I miss my STBXH and why did he have to just drop me and our whole life together without even an explanation or trying to work on it!!

I will never, ever, understand it...... and I am so sick of feeling this way!! I sometimes think that I must be a very sick individual to still have these feelings for someone who doesn't want me and never really appreciated me......

Went out dancing last night, and then out for drinks and dessert with some friends after. Didn't get home til past midnight. Have plans to go out dancing with friends again next Saturday. Also, am going to get into some volunteer work for animals with a friend from dancing. It's all good.....I'm building a life for myself..... so why do I feel so crappy today??

I hate this.......