I have some good days but most are spent being miserable, having my own pity party, feeling apathetic - and very, very lonesome.
Sympathy is reassuring but it is not what makes us better. I respond most to honesty and telling me to get off my a$$, see the sitch for what it is and take the bull by the horns. We have to be prepared to toughen up, get our game face on, put a plan in to action - or sit here in our misery and lose.
There are days when I give in to the apathy and this whole long BH weekend has been full of it. Tomorrow, I start again.
What do you want to do? What are you going to do?? Face the day or face the loss??
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
