It's too hard sometimes

[TooLateForMe]

err... too late.

There was no anger and I'd rather give her the sense that I'm not interested in stifling her. I'm basically accepting things. I will carry that torch but not at the expense of my sanity.

But now I know about the 48 hr rule. I'll definitely start putting that to use... at least from now on.

But I could also be even weirder in 2 days. Every day is a new challenge. There's no real pattern to the good ones or the bad ones.