Yes Nell I did read your reply to Sanderika and one thing I wanted to comment on was that well meaning people say, "Get on with it. Forget him. Get somebody else." Those people just don't want to see you hurt. That's our society. We don't want to see hurt and pain, only joy so we encourage others to 'get over it'. It's only when you've walked that path that you realise that it's just not that simple. This is a grieving process.
Today is another beautiful day. I have a doctor's appointment and then D wants to get some things at the shops. An afternoon walk should finish it all nicely.