Thanks Cas - I think that you are right and, as you may have seen from Sanderika post and my reply, I have made a decision to hang in there.

It's not easy and this weekend has surely not helped. It has been long, lonely and filled with problems. Knowing that H was interstate just exacerbated my whole negativity.

I shall do as you say. Give it October and reassess.

Thanks Cas - I have some good pals here now - just wish that we were all closer and could have our pity party on the café strip!

What are your plans for the day?? You aren't going to be able to top yesterday but hopefully you can find something that brings you a similar joy?


WAH 43; W 47
M 16; T 17
Cats 15 & 6
Bomb 27/05/09
ow 28/06/09

"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"

Started counselling 17/08/09