Hi Nell, This hug is the best we can manage for now. (((((Nell))))). Sorry you are feeling so low. Please know that you are not alone. We've all been there and faced the very same demons you are facing. There is no quick fix. It takes as long as it takes. You can't do anything about it except to accept it as part of your journey and live with the pain and anguish. Nobody can tell you when it's time to give up except you. Grapple with the issues and make a date on your calendar when you will make a decision to keep at it or give up. Perhaps it's 30 days time and then at the end of Oct reassess. You can always add 30 days more if you need it. I think at this stage you need to focus on short term only.
