I am going to a show tonight with a guy friend. I suspect he is interested in more than friends but, really, as much as I look and flirt and want to put myself out there, my heart is not really in it. I'll still have a good time, just don't want to get to that awkward moment.
Yeah, but why get ahead of yourself? Have fun and go with what feels right.
It already doesn't feel quite "right". But I'm doing going anyway...
