Don't be too hard on yourself regarding your feelings.
Trying not to be. I spent the afternoon today with the friend that I met the guy who took me out through. She was just showing me some photos and there were pics of him in with them. I was shocked by how I felt when I saw them. My heart missed a beat and now I feel quite down again. Thought I'd got over it. After all i did only meet him twice. It seems he got under my skin far more than I had realised. I really could do w/o teenage angst feelings as well as dealing with a MLer and the big D being just around the corner.
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15
