My Intro: Thanks for Reading!

[RedSoxFan]

My question to all of you is how do we know that it's not just OM, jealousy or ego driving us?

What are you values, beliefs and goals that drive you?

My beliefs are that the commitment I made to W means something. That having our family together is better for all of us.

I want to make my life and the lives of W and children happy healthy and rich. For W to be happy it may mean not being with me. Hard to prepare for that, let go, and still have hope that it might work out. I guess, I'm probably working to talk myself out of continuing forward so I don't get hurt more, maybe...I dunno.

No contact. Totally disengaged. Her contact regimen has shifted to email only and an occasional text. She has also backed off and formalized a bit. I'm not really checking email that much.