My H was the love of my life. I miss THAT man more than I can say.
I really feel for you on that one and in the way you captured the absolute essence of it all in two short aching sentences. Change the gender and you've summed up my life. All of our lives, actually.
I've been on and off the forum (mostly off) for the last month or so. I'll have to familiarize myself with your sitch and what you've been through.
Thanks.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac