Changing Man

[Gardener]

I have been talking to my DB coach about this. I don't know what will happen.

. I stopped with my DB teleCoach in July after 3 sessions. Mostly due to $$. I'm self-employed, lost customers in this economy this year and am struggling big time to carry this house alone. I'll have to find a way to scrounge up some $ and re-connect.

I vacillate between anger and grief these days. I'm sharing this because I want you to know you are not alone. My H was the love of my life. I miss THAT man more than I can say. I am so sorry that you feel hopeless right now about a woman who clearly meant/means the world to you. Grieving is part of this process. Sorry I can't be more uplifting this evening. Your palpable grief is allowing my grief to come pouring out. You are not alone in your emotions.

Actually, GAG you were uplifting to me in your commiserating. Thank you. And good luck to you in your pain & sitch.