Thanks to all of you for your continued support. I am at the beach with my kids this weekend and he is at a wedding. He tells me his feelings are so strong right now because he almost threw all this away and he is so glad he did not. I am glad he didn't either but am having a hard time seeing how I will get past all this. We are seeing a MC on Tuesday. This is so new right now and feelings are so raw, he wants to move on so bad and I just sit and think about everything that has happened and the extent of the lies and just the disgust of what goes on in an A. I want him to do most of the driving work on getting our marriage back on track and I want to see great remorse, I also need to get a great idea of the transparency plan. I tried to get into his email today and he changed the password so of course I freaked out. I didn't act on it though today, I will address it with him tomorrow when I see him. He has been texting me so many memories of our wedding and letting me know so many feelings all through this wedding which is why I am not bringing this up now. I just have so many suspicions--I guess that is normal. I want to get on with my life and rebuild my marriage.
