Orchid ~

Thanks for your comforting words (again), and your good vibes. They are very much appreciated believe me.

I am so disappointed in myself for losing my focus.
I believe when I got that awful projection letter is when I started turning my eyes back on H and the circumstance. Then if that wasn't enough, he contacted my attorney with his response after many months. It was two big blows real close to one another. I was getting mentally exhausted.

I need to remember that H is not himself right now. He is in MLC and his every action has shown that.
Will he even remember in the future he was acting like this.

I'm back! smile
I have reset my focus and I am looking up.

Mj