So she came and we talked. I told her i was sorry for "spying on her" and she proceeded to tell me that she is done. I kept my composure and we talked some more.
I told her that every now and then I have the urge to look at her phone but don't and feel that she gave me a bad rap since day 1 of the separation. She has been thinking that i have been hacking into her email and such for a couple of months now, which i have not been.
I reiterated that this was a one time thing and she proceeded to tell me that she wasn't sure she believed me. A whole lot better than "no i do NOT believe you".
After a while we hugged and cracked a couple of jokes and she left. Right before she left I told her not to give up on us. That i will never give up on us. She shook her head and said she didn't know, but i whispered that I knew it would.
THEN.....she texted me:
My heart hurts.
I called her and right after she said hello i said my heart hurts to because i need you and I miss you.
She said, I miss you too.
My heart was floating again. She cried on the phone when i told her i needed her.
Im gonna say this was a good sign, but now i need to proceed with caution.
I have IC on monday and MC on tuesday.
I hope i can get out of this whole.
Karen thank you so much for words of encouragement. Lotus, thanks for the 2x4s.
