Working on my W's MLC - the saga continues III

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No, nothing really happened to her. I think it is just that any physical touching between us just gets her anxious. At least that is what she said. I actually said on Wednesday, lets try to at least hug each other. I got, "just as friends".

We have married for 15 years--Up until the day before the bomb was dropped, there was intimacy...I think it is her way of separating her whole self from me. We took another step back today. She was out till 2am again last night. We go to my son's football game. I hear on the sidelines telling someone about where should would like to move someday. It just aggravated me. I didn't say anything. Just came home and I was acting distant.

We were supposed to go to her niece's bday party this afternoon. I was dressed and ready to go when she said, "Are you going or what" in a mean tone. I am just sick and tired of her treating me like crap through this. I can only take so much. I just said no and she left with the kids.

She then called me controlling, etc....I just replied I am not your doormat.

I am 5 months into this mess. I can't tell you how I want out of this pain. I want out of this situation. My kids are keeping me here for now. I Love my old wife. I don't love this one. I am starting to despise her. I have taken so many things from her over the past 5 months. She actually said to me Wednesday in quite the patronizing voice, do you want me to baby you and tell you everything is going to OK--not going to happen.